Yucks!~
I really don't feel like posting such stuff
but things are beyond my control
i hate school
yeah, hate it to the core
i hate the fact we always have to be good in front of the teachers
i hate that everything in school is so competitive
i hate it that things done in school are so not enjoyable
it's the worst place i've been

*sigh*
I Just Knew It
I'm Just Never Able To Leave a Good Impression To Others
It's Always Stained
Why?
Who Would Ever Want Things To Turn Out This Way

If You Are Really Angry
I Would Rather Things To Be Brought Up To Talk
Keeping It To Yourself
Yet Kept Me At A Distance
Makes Me Disgust Myself

Instead Of Keeping The Grudge To Yourself
You're Just Putting Me In Agony

Spit Out.

Why You Choose Me?
You Sure I'm Gonna Do a Good Job
Stop The Confidence
I'm Just a Clumber-Hazzle
Nothing's Right
When Thing's Not Right, It's My Fault
Stop All That

Argh!

Who Understands?
I'm Want to Be Like You Too
To Be Respect By Others
To Be Seen As Perfect
To Have the Seed of Serenary Be Plated Within Me
But The Thought of Failure Is Always There
My Confidence's Gone
I Hate THIS

[구혜선]- 갈색머리 MV

omo~! HS onnie finally released her MV

Link: http://www.nemopan.com/3354862

"A Broken Heart In Heal"

"A Million Pieces... My Heart... Broke... Into A Million Pieces

I Thought We Could Be Friends
You Came To Me
Share Your Little Secrets, Your Problems
You Came For My Help
I Help You, In Hope That We Could Be Friends
And We Did
You Told Me Your Betrayed Feelings
I Totally Understood
I Kept Quiet, Cos I Knew You Needed Someone Strong
I Became Your Pillar, Your Saviour
You Thank Me, You Stop Hanging Out With Them
I Sighed WIth Relief
We Were Friends
I Strated To Regain Trust In Friendships...Again
But Maybe I Was Too Late
In a Blink Of Eye,
Your Friends Took You Back
You Accept Them
You Left Me
My World Turn Blank
You Know How I Felt When I Saw The Photos
I Shivered At It
The Trust Was Broke Again
The Countless Betrayal Encounters...
Broke My Trust In Friendships Again

I Took A Short Nap
The Truth: I Wanted The Escape
To Sleep And Escape The Harsh Realities Of This World
A Tear Rolled Down The Edge Of My Eye
Maybe I Just Wasn't Made To Have Friends
Maybe Being Alone, After All, Was Still The Best Solution
Now I'm Back To Alone Again
Don't Come To Me Anymore
Don't Give Me False Hopes
I'm Building My Walls Around Me Again

I Won't Hate you
'Hate' Is a Strong Word
I Just Want Someone
Someone Who Can Fixed My Heart Back
Someone Who Can Find My Trust Again
Someone Who Will Not Take Me For Granted
Someone Who Can Beside Me No Matter Rain Or Shine
Someone Who Understand That Behind The Mask Is Another Person

For Now, I Shall Wait."

(Sorry for posting such EMO stuff here... but i thought it was pretty cool XDDD pls don't question me anything 'bout this post. THANK YOU :])

Movie Maniac

Woosh~
I guess I broke one of my own life record, watching 4 movies continuously... one after another.

Hmm, I'm not really much of a movie lover, so I don't spend that much time on movies. I prefer dramas...they are more realistic ^^ I remember watching this particular Korean drama with my cousin till 'bout 3 in the morning =P Thinking back, my 'stamina' isn't that bad afterall...

So I've watch...
Firstly, The Princess and the Frog... then 2012... followed by The Secondhand Lion... an lastly The Soloist

The last one's pretty abstract couldn't really understand the whole story :/ Of course, my fave is the first one =D

Wow, it seems like weeks since i lasted posted. Ah, MYE just ended last week and now it's post-exam activities. Whoo~ lots of things had happened..Chevron, My first Karaoke Trip, etc. I'm currently saving up for a pair of sneakers. Any kind soul, pls come to my class and find me =D Oh, as i had a thought that i totally screwed up my exams, i decided to draw a picture to have some sense of achievement...

Wow...it's late now..there's still class tmrw =D

To Make a long Story Short.

*Sigh*
I've hardly got time for my Korean :/

Check.. Check

Pfff.... So i see. More ppl visiting my blog, huh? :D HAHA, don't worry. But the thing is that I blog lots of crap here. So just ignore if you don't understand. It's like a gateway for me to get whatever one whole chunk of messed up in my brain XD

So what have i done so far...
-Got my neglected-for-so-long Twitter account going
-Get a Me2day account but retarded-ly have no friends XD
-Pass my NAPFA, Math Test... praying hard that i pass Chinese ^^

Hmm... I was surfing 'round Daum when i came to this page:
http://search.daum.net/search?w=tot&t__nil_searchbox=btn&q=%40%C5%B0%C1%EE%C2%AF%BE%EE%B8%B0%C0%CC%B3%AF

WHOOTS! It's just some kiddie games :PPP
Kay, got to continue with my storytelling story. <-- LOL XP

Korean Learning Sites :DDD

WHOOO~! I've finally manage to dig out some time for my Korean! And as time passes, I've also got a whole bunch of Korean learning sites to SHARE!!!

Check 'em out!:

Korean Class 101

This is my very first site that when I just started learning Korean ^^ One thing that made this site well-known is because of it's podcasts. Most language site do not have podcasts as this may require a group of people. Podcast are actually pretty important when learning a new language in order to master the pronunciation.

Also, this sites also have notes in PDF files that you can view on the go after downloading. However, the notes and podcast for certain lessons need to be paid. Paid as in you need to pay for the premium membership to get the stuff before you can download (not pay one by one)

Songang Korean Programme

This is a site recommended to me by a friend who learns Korean too.
This site is totally FREE! And it has clear explanation on grammar points. It doesn't have podcast but there's animation to taste your listening skills and also reading test. It will be recommended to drop down the notes as it will be easier to revise. Also, if you follow this site closely, your vocabulary would increase gradually :D

Talk To Me In Korean

I just stumbled upon this site recently when I joined their Facebook page :D This site is relatively similar to Korean Class 101. BUT! Everything In This Site Is Totally Free! From the lesson notes to the podcast... it's all free. They even have even have workbook summarize for Level 1 from Lesson 1 to 20 :D

Great Day.

:DDDDDD
So happy. So confused. So frustrated.

These are the feeling i've been having lately. Happy, that I've finally made some time to get closer Him and my friend is baptized :D Confused, for at times I feel lost in my school work. Frustrated, for being such a great procrastinator. Guilt is killing me., Even now, half-way through doing my school work and now I'm here blogging.

BUT.
There's someone who keeps pushing me. Who keeps my hope alive. Put aside Christianity for a moment. She's someone i really admire. After much time, she has finally finished directing her full-length movie. And finally appearing on some entertainment shows which let audience know more about her. (L) Wonder how's her movie gonna turn out. Blockbuster? Top box office? Praying hard for her.

A BETTER PROCRASTINATOR.
I've always been a procrastinator. No matter what is is about. Religion, School Work, Doubts, etc. It's been part of my live and now it's really killing me. So, i;m trying to atop my bad habit of procrastinating :D

A GREAT DAY!
Thank God for today. It was a bliss. Firstly, today's lessons are pretty slack. Plus, there was computer class. Then attended school for 19th Council Investiture. Feelin' really honored to attend this grand event of our school.Of course, i have to admit the talks were really boring "I would like to thanks....blah,blah,blah." BUt it was a great experience for all Sec 1 student leaders (L)
It really inspire me to become a better leader.
Hope my procrastination can stop soon ^_^

Recently

Updates.

gettin' more obsessed with Davichi (esp 8282) :D

gettin' more obsessed with Yoon Jeong Hee

gettin' more obsessed with 'rigolet' *sneaks*

AND.....

NEVER TIRED OF MY ADMIRER: HYESUN ONNIE ♥♥♥

(copied all this from my Facebook notes XD)

10 Retarded-and-so-not-AWESOME-stuff i did. I mean AWESOME.

Okay, In 5 words.

TODAY WAS AN EVENTFUL DAY.

In more words......

1) After showering, I couldn't find my comb. I think my sis took it.... AGAIN ~_~

2) Found a nerf gun in my sis drawer (while finding my comb).

3) Got back my Chinese essay and pass by one pathetic mark. Thank God. I pass.

4) Had a great day with the NCC peeps in my class XD

5)Got a B'day gift for O.W.N. (the crazy yoonsua girl) Split cost with Jo and Jean_ _.

6) Felt like a lost chicken while my friends took me to the public library by bus and MRT. And was like even worst when me and Jo were taking the MRT home. Couldn't stop staring @ the map

7) FINALLY FOUND SOMEONE IN MY CLASS WHO THINKS HYESUN ONNIE IS COOL TOO!

(i was like so super emo...i was like...."whoo! Thank God for this. I love it." SHAHNAS! Thanks for liking her....kk, crazy, in simpler words)

8) Have a whole evening to myself cos mom and dad went out for diner. Sis had a concert :) Yippe!

9) Realize that Facebook and Blogger have PEAK HOURS too XD It was like so super laggy.

10) Went to see HyeSun Onnie's Cyworld ♥ ♥ ♥

Gosh! Everything is in Korean. Heck! How do i read???!!! Felt like so retarded, translating every single word on my desktop translation gadget. BUT IT WAS WORTH!!! Got a couple of AWESOME pics........

sources: http://www.cyworld.com/rigolet

Too bad, there wasn't her e-mail. If there was, I'm CRAZY. I would send her one...in English, of course. Oh, and manage to found her old pose on recruiting a cast for her movie. (L)(L)(L)

THE BEST: I manage to stumble upon this part of her cyworld that's called "storyroom" and it allows readers to leave comments. I was like...O-M-G! I leave a short one, hoping she will return with a drama soon ... what more can i say?? Hope she tie a knot with LMH? Don't dare. That's like too direct XD

BTW, my mom told me my MP3 was ready for collection (i sent for servicing) But later my Dad called back and said that the company made a mistake. Thank you so much, my dad wasted a trip.

Well, guess I'm gonna brush up with my Korean now. oops, I think it's more like update my Facebook and do my HW. *sigh* when's the next holiday???

17 March 2010

Lots of day had passed since i've updated my blog. Nah~ anyway, not much stuff happened. Just school, CCA, homework- normal school life.

The only time i can really take a break and think thorough what i have done so far is when i lie on my bed at night. Ya' know, every time when you lie down on your bed at night, funny thoughts just keep rolling into your mind.

So, that day i was thinking. I've always study so hard, work so hard...but is this the life i want? Yes, i know you're going to tell me is all for my own good. But, why is the world so competitive? Yes, COMPETITIVE is the word. Since young, we compete in school to see who has the latest toy that's on the TV commercial. Then as we proceed on to primary school, we start studying like crazy. You just keep studying and studying and studying....non-stop. And then PSLE comes, you study all day and night long, not letting one moment off. You take the exam. Got your results. "Oh God, why is my result like this?" you start complaining. You can't get into your dream school. Whatever, you just choose a school that you can get in.

Then, next, Secondary school. You start competing with your friends with the latest gadget. The latsest fashion. For the smart peeps, they start competing in their results. STRESS~! Things go hey-wire. You break down.

So, SEE? Thing get EVEN MORE COMPETITIVE when you're older. CRAZY~!

So, can't we just slow down our pace of life? Enjoy it. Taste it. Understand it. And not let it just go by like this doing what you don't want.

Okay, stop here before i really start posting crazy thought here ^^

Cyber Diet

Ohhh~! Haven't really been updating (other than the Fanfics update =P) I've been 'training' myself to less computer time....Okay so let me list down the stuff that had been happening and GONNA happen....
1)I ACIDDENTALLY electricuted my arm when trying to get my ph chrger into the socket
2)Chinese and Science test...*pss* I've totally forgotten to use pen to draw my diagrams
3) FanFics ADDICTION~!!!
4)ohhh....and opening AngBao~!!!! *love the new, crisp money~*
.....
Thing that's GONNA happen
GETTING MY TPC IN THE AFTERNOON~!!!!!!

Whoo, LSCEP class about to end. GTG ^_^

Quick Update

Whoo...Just back for a quick update ^_^ Hmmm, so far, I've finished reading my fanfics. Starting on my second one soon. *still choosing* XD OH~ GONNA GET MY TPC TOMORROW !!!! Yup. That's about all. Kk, got to shower now. Oh, it's raining now. Wonder of it's a joy or sadness for the NCC people...or rather cadets

FanFics ADDICTION~!

Oh My Gosh~! I'm seriously addicted to soompi's Fanfics XD I'm sooOOoooOOoo addicted that I don't even bother logging out. Hmmm, It's seriously worth it to create a Soompi account~!!! Haha, Now i think that reading fanfics is way better than watching drama ^_^ ㅋㅋㅋ. I'm just so addicted that i no longer go to my Facebook account or check my inbox. Just an update post here on what I'm doing. I've finished 22 Chapters in 2 days. (Just started last night =P) 8 more to go~!

Nothing to post

GOSH~! I really dunno what to post!!! feeling so restless on weekends on so stress on weekdays...something's wrong with me!!! feel like going to texas and meet my cousins. Wonder how's their school there??? B-O-R-E-D...kk, wanna go and watch Korean drama now. Bye for now ^^

The 'Smell' of CNY

Chinese New Year is around the corner and the aroma of cookies and treats are starting to fill the air.
Sitting by the window doing my homework, I can't urge the temptation to stick my face closer to the window to get a better smell.
The smell of butter cookies, pineapple tarts, love letters....It's just makes you hope that CNY would come faster.
At the same time, you just really love to sink your teeth into that yummy treats.
Yum...yum
Just by the aroma of the food, one is able to tell how well-done is the dish.
Whether it's a 3-years-old child or a 30 years experience chef.
It just rely on how nice the food smells.
I'm never able to hold my temptation to grab a piece of cookies when there's one in sight.
It's really nice of friends to bring their CNY goodies to school to share.
Apparent;y, I don't have any to share because my mom never bakes such stuffs.

(My mind is a little incoherent as I'm typing this post. So this is totally random. I don't know how to put my thoughts in words)

"It's Just on My Mind" #1

She really don't know what to do.
She often feel so lost, feel so hopeless....
She has everything that she needs, she wants...
But she never felt contended. Not satisfied.
Was she being too greedy?
She doesn't know either.
Neither does she know what she wants
It's beyond her ability to tell others what she is really thinking...
What she wants to say...
She never really want others to know what she was thinking.
She acted like she was a really cheerful person...
A great company, a great friend, a great partner....
But it was all just an act, an ACT
People thinks that she was PERFECT
The truth is that she isn't...
She was just a GEEK
But she knows it's useless complaining
So she never did.
Just kept quiet...

(Pls don't ask me anything about this post. It's just on my mind)

Change of Blogskin...AGAIN

okay, I've changed my blogskin AGAIN because the previous one wasn't really my liking. I prefer something more CHIC. And i guess my sentence at the header is a little too long so it kind of gets too difficult too read when the colours are about the same as the background. Guess I might be changing my header sentence sooner or later. I've just re-arranged my widgets and i hope this arrangement is alright....I ♥ changing blogskin. The designs are just so AWESOME~!

Change of Blogskin

hey~! Check out my new blogskin. My classmates were complaining that my blogskin don't suit me XD Hope that this is a better one~! Feel free to comment on my post or just a short one on my Chatbox ^_^

Completed my Jigsaw Puzzle!

Whoa~! Just completed my teddy bear 3D jigsaw puzzle from my sis as my B'day present ^_^ I've still have an apple and a clover. But I don't know where dod my mom out it...arggghhh

In a rush...

i just deleted my player =P gotta go now....rush...rush...rush

"Where We Started"

Well, I guess all Boys Before Flowers viewer should be familiar with the term- Min Sun couple. Just in case you don't know, it's Min Ho (who portrays Goo JunPyo) + Hye Sun (who portrays Guem JanDi) = Min Sun couple. And I'm sure that lots of people out there simply hope that they are a real couple. Frankly, I'm one too. And i guess that this is how they won the 'Best Couple Awards' ^^ I felt really proud for them~!

Actually what I want to share about is a novel about them but in a totally different state. It's really a well-written story by Eirallina. I happened to come across her stories and I thought her stories are really AWESOME~! She've also got some others story and poem about the pop-artistes

Read Up More...

Big Bang TV Episode 5

Guess that everyone loves watching behind-the-scenes-videos about their favourite pop-stars. So, I've went through the whole list of Big Bang TV vids on Youtube before finding this episode of Big Bang TV. I know this is a bit outdated but I thought that it was really cool to see the dorm of Big Bang in Japan. And they were really hilarious when introducing about their rooms~

This is Big Bang TV ep 5 so pls enjoy....

Big Bang TV Ep 5 part 1/7



Big Bang TV Ep 5 part 2/7



Big Bang TV Ep 5 part 3/7



Big Bang TV Ep 5 part 4/7



Big Bang TV Ep 5 part 5/7



Big Bang TV Ep 5 part 6/7



Big Bang TV Ep 5 part 7/7

Long Time No Update

Whoa~! It's been a long time since i've come in and update my blog. Guess I'm getting invaded by FaceBook~ haha.

First, let me share with you my AWESOME B'day gifts from my AWESOME friends...

Thanks ppl, for giving me an AWESOME B'day~!

Secondly, I should be really grateful that I got into my choice of CCA- Photographic Society! Initially, I was being posted to my second choice which is Girl Guides. But I went to appeal. The teacher thought that I was really interested in Photography and decided to accept me straight way. Guess I should really do a good job ^_^

So, when my CCA officially starts, I think I'm going to post about the lessons~! ^^